when i die...

i have colored this piece...as said i was suffering high fever at that time, and no one was around. How I really wished she could be by my side...just for once. I do not need to be taken care of...but then i wanted to take a glance at her beauty, relieving my sorrows and pains...i do not want the angel to take me, i just wanted her. Even if she is a siren, i would still follow her into the roaring waves...

...at least when i die, i would die loving her...

...and her name...is just written below this piece...for her i have dedicated this piece...